Huimin

From Monday onward, I will change to a different person and will be a good girl in class and I will ignore the fucking idiot Brandon Tan....  I will go home right after school....

Time is really too fast and get along with friend the time is also very fast....  why the time always want to be fast..... Everything u do have to do it fast... If u do it fast and when it time up u have no time to any more......

The time always past so fast...     I really hate that because I have less time to spend with my two sister..... I really miss them.... But, when I need help they always be there for me...

In 2009, I graduated from Kheng Cheng school...  Now, I leave the school already three years...  I really miss my primary...  when I look at some performce on my primary school had perform, I will start to cry...  It was an unforgetful memory in my life....

On 5 April 2012 was my school sports carnival... My classmate and I took part in tug of war and we got 1st. I am so happy because, one of my teacher Mrs Ong accept me as her godduagther.... She also say that when they are many people call her Mrs ong , when one on one then can call her godmum.... Before I go for tug of war. She gave me a love hug and make me got strenght.... Then, we won the champion...I am happy untill I almost to cry and I went to hug my teacher Mrs woo, Mdm chia, Mrs Ong(godmother), and Mdm Rozainah...   All this teacher was the best I have met... will never forget their love and care, also will not forget Mrs Ong my godmother after i finish secondary school...  

I want to get back this friendship.. But, I don't dare to talk... I scare later the person of this friendship tell me" If I forgive u and accpet this friendship and next time u do the same thing again how I go to do or face?  Not point get this friend ship back..." I scare it again hurt my feel and again cry for few days or months.... i don't this to happened...  But, i really need this friendship... when I am sad or happy u are the one there for me all time....    Hope one day i can get this friendship back...

What I have done can make people feel different..  When I make people angry I apolgize to them but they refuse to forgive me...what can I do to make them happy..  I really don't knw how..   Any one can help me?? I knw i am a hot temper person but I try my best to change but, they still not happy..   what to do?? I was so sad..  I don't knw when this problem is going to solve???

Today i got skating..... Finally I can skate,balance, and walk.... I found out that it was not that scary....I feel so happy that I stand and walk with the skate..... Hope next lesson I can do well.............

why other people have the chance to be student council, why I don't have the chance? I study for the 8 years there no one year I get to be student council....The other people is Asther.... I don't know why??  One auntie ask her u are student council? Asther say "ya" to the auntie, my heart hurt again... I started to cry at my room and think why asther can be student council and I can't? I waited for 8 years but still don't have the chance to be student council..... I WAS SO SAD...................

My best friend song yi have a quarrel with Anges.( My the other frend) I was so sad that my best frend have really hurt and she told that on Monday(30 Jan 2012) she will not any one only for me...  I willing to help but Anges scold me...  Song Yi don't like Anges I also don't know why???  My teacher give an imssion  to complet... It was very hard to me... My form teacher trust me and I also helping my teacher.......   I also help her to take care of the class diary.... I was sad for my best friend song yi.......

ppl will change and the way they change will make other ppl feel different like angry, sad, happy and many others feeling.....Like me,  because of some ppl i try to change myself...  It really sad to see every thing....

School time was so fun...  My Teacher is so caring and I like her so much....  My teacher is so good, ask me to take care of the class dairy...   I told her i easy got things, she quickly ask a person from my class to help me to take care class dairy..... Hahaha, this teacher so good....

After this friendship end, no friend, no sadness, no happiness, no shouting, no quarreling,  no hurting and heart no longer pain.. Everything is over, It was my own life.....