Huimin

我朋友和我没有得罪你，你最好不要得罪我或我朋友。得罪到我和我朋友就是惹到我。 我就要你好看，让你没有好下场过。所以不要得罪我和我朋友！ 不然， 我一定会双倍奉还给你。你最好小心点

Nowadays I finally found out that happy can be very easy and simple. Why I say can be easy and simple? It is because happy can be very simple by doing a simple and easy acts for each other to me each other happy! I really feel happy nowadays because I found what really belong to me and I somehow feel that the last time that happy huimin is back...   我会快乐是因为我明白一个道。 那个道理就是： 快乐开心是一天，不快乐不开心也是一天。 不如就快快乐乐，开开心心的过每一天。。。

My life was happy all the time but after so many incident and what other say about me make me like really want to give up my life and go to some world that really make me cant heard what other say about me and enjoy the real life that is belong me!!! Nowadays my life was screw up too much and I have enough of those what other say about behind my back.. Last time starting I was thinking of whack those and teach them some lesson but after i think if i whack them i will go jail.. Then I stop having this kind of mind set.. When time past I start to change myself and stay in my own world but and semold talk to people... But some how I was like feeling I hurt my sister(Linnea Jie jie) because of the way I talk to her is different from last time le...Because my life really screw up too much and I really want to forget everything that is unhappy and start a new life and continue enjoy my happy life with my sister( Linnea Jie jie)  I really love my Linnea jie jie and I want her to be my Jie...

My world is always being alone all the time..It is because after so many incident I feel that you are different from last time and you don't dote me and love me like last time... I really don't know why are those love from you that you have give me last time...I really want those love back from you that you have me last time.. It is because I really very scared to lose and I also very scared my history will come back again! 我以前已经失去过，我不想在失去了。 但是我就是有一种不详的预感！ 我好怕历史会重演。。。

我现在明白会呼吸的痛是什么感觉了！ 真的好痛！ 我现在想找回以前的快乐但是找不回了。 想找回以前美好时光也找不回了。 如果时间可以倒流我一定会好好的珍惜也改变一切。 那很多是就不会发生了！ 我现在很怕会很多事是我无法掌控的。。。 我怕我会失去的更多。。 我累了！ 我的信心已经被打击到了。 我也很难在创造我的信心了。 我累了！！！！

我的心情很烦。 以前，你会很疼我，你也会常常对我笑嘻嘻的。。 但是，现在你很少笑嘻嘻了。。 以前我们拍selfie 的时候都你抱我的， 反而现在是我抱你了。 那种温暖的感觉已经消失了。那天4月7日庆祝我生日的时候我们一郡朋友拍selfie的时候你突然从后面抱我。 但是，那种感觉就好像曾...

Yesterday( 7 April 2017) was my advance birthday celebration my lovely linnea jie jie, My alex kor kor, kwang wee kor kor , marcus kor kor, Jacky and Franics... It was very fun and I enjoy myself in this celebration. I would like to say a Thank you to u all for coming! Thank you very much... It was an unforgettable birthday celebration for my 20th birthday...   Thank you!! on 9 April , I and linnea jie jie, kwang wee kor kor , marcus and friancs go play bowling even though i lose the match for 2 round i still feel happy to play with my friends... Thank You!!!!

Nowadays I really feel that you have change a lot from last time。Its mean that you semold talk to me and dote me like last time le! After so many incident, you semold talk to me.. And After all this incident I have already change to brand new person! I am not that Huimin that u have met in the first place and also that huimin that used to be happy and fun all the time.. It is because last time that happy and fun huimin has Died! Now I am a brand new huimin..