Huimin

谢谢你今年陪我一起度过一个快乐和开心的圣诞节我已经有很多年没有庆祝圣诞节了。因为每年都没有人陪我度过。 今年不一样了，有你我最爱的姐姐陪我度过我真的很开心和快乐。谢谢你让我找回我最美好的回忆。 我也要谢谢你走进我的世界里，我也要感谢上帝给我这个机会认识到你一个那么疼我，爱我的一个姐姐。 谢谢你对我的好。 我会好好珍惜我们一段感情。 我们两个人一定在一起一辈子，至到命运把我们分开。 谢谢你。我爱你。😘😘❤❤❤

我已经有很多年没有庆祝圣诞节了。不知道为什么今年突然很想庆祝圣诞节。 也许是有我最好的朋友在我家所以才想过圣诞节吧。 但是，因为有工作不能庆祝。但是，还是很开心。 最后的朋友陪我。 谢谢你对我不离不弃，谢谢你对我的疼爱。

Sorry for whati have done to u that day. I know you can't forget that day how rude i am to you. But i also now already get punished and my body full pain and the pain is easy to take it.. Cux the pain is very painful and it will cause side effects. I really feel bad and i know is my fault and i willing to change this time. Seriously, I will change and prove it to you. Thank you!!

In your heart who am i to u?  Seriously, now the way u give me and let me feel is u only have other friends, brother and sister.. Dont have me cux everytime talk to me must say abit them no say other things.. One more thing make me say is other people birthday u can take leave help them celebrate... But my birthday leh... U always say cannot take leave have to work... Other People birthday important my birthday not important la. Every year ur birthday i help celebrate... But u no help me celebrate... Haish.... 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔...

我现在才发现原来这一切都是我一厢情愿，自作多情的。 我知道你把我当妹妹，但是，一次又一次伤我的心。 我被你宝贝弟弟骂了，所以我从今天开始，不再烦你了，我会少发信息给你了。 我不想再被骂了。你想找我才发信息给我吧。这一次我心伤了很重了， 应该很难痊愈了。  这...

Why nowadays you treat me so cold? What did i do wrong? If no do anything wrong why u want like that treat me? You know like that my heart will get hurt on it. Every time u rather spend time with friends instead of me. In your heart still have me this meimei? Why want like that to me?  I really don't know what people say was it right? You just treat me as normal friend instead of sister and you just make use of me? I really don't know what can i do to get back who you are last time, last time that good to me, spend time with me and dote me love me truly that jie jie.  How to get back? I know i use to make you trouble and make u can't sleep but, have u ever think all this thing isit i want it to happen? Hais... My heart going to broke... 💔💔💔

这一切都是我的错。因为机会让我可以遇和认识， 但是我不懂得珍惜机会来认识你。现在我知道真相已经来不及了你都离开我了。我真的很伤心和怪我自己我不去跟你说话。都怪我自己。 Is all my fault that why i dont cherish what is already in font of me. All is my fault please forgive me... I am sorrry

一时的冲动让我很后悔和很恨我自己。我下次 不敢了。我一定会改我的脾气。我不想把自己搞到去做牢。 我真的怕了。 我不敢了。我好怕。所以我会改我脾气。 我对不起我妈妈，这样一切都是我的错。。 我会改的，我要的只是一个机会。。。谢谢大家。

You think u want sabo me very easy ah. I won't let you have the chance to do that to me. What i done is my own ways u don't like is your problems. Do your own job can liao don't make me kena scold for nothing when u don't even know what happened. You have your family problems i also have. Every one also have family problems not even you have.. you will never understand how much i feel...  做好你 本分就好了。 不要多管 别人的事

Why nowadays you not close to me le? What have I done to make you like that to me? Do you know how i feel? I feel sad and keep ask myself why like that? Where is my last time that close to me, love me and dote me that jie jie le. I really want you to be like last time close to me, love me and dote me... When will you get back. You really change alot after so many incident happen... I am very sad....

我总是觉得你已经不在乎我了。 我和你的友情的距离好像远了。 我不知道为了什么药这样对待我。 我已经尽力在改变自己了，难道你还不满意吗？ 难道还不够吗？ 我觉得你已经不是我以前认识的人了。 我求你，能不能回到以前的你。 我现在的改变还感动不了你吗？  要我怎么做你才...

So many years of friendship end up what i get from you. Nothing at all. All u know is hurt me but you yourself don't know u have hurt me. I just don't want to say all out.. When u need help i try my best to help u, when ur mum ask me for laptops u like that say all this.. i alr try my best to help u but in the end i get nth from u.  I really hate this feeling... I really feeling of giving up on u...

No matter what I done this world don't know how to appreciate me and will always my caring as shits. Most of time why do people think that money can get everything. No money will die meh. I can't get it. Money got so important?  This is because I know money can't buy every thing. But why some people still think can buy every things..

I don't know what happens nowadays to me? why I always have friends like no friends. Just feel that I am useless on it. Just that will I always have no one to accompany me. How I wish to have friends accompany me. But it cloud not be happens one. I am always alone

现在的我让很多人讨厌我， 以前的我到底去了哪里?  死了吗? 我好想做回以前的我。 我真的不喜欢被人讨厌的感觉。 尤其是我最爱的linnea 姐姐，她也有点讨厌我了我已经尽力在改了，但是还是挽不回你。 我真的要你像我们第一次认识的那个时候， 你很疼我，爱我，关心，照顾我这个妹妹...