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我已经说过了,要是谁敢欺负我身边最好的朋友我一定不会放过你。

我已经警告过你了不要欺负她,对她好点。 她是我身边中最重要,最想珍惜的朋友,我警告过你如果给我知道你欺负她我一定不会放过你。 我看她的面子放过你几次了,你还不怕啊! 还要这样伤害她, 我曾经跟你说过,我现在敢在家做流氓,外面不敢,除非是你逼我。现在你已经太过分了,欺负她到太彻底了。 我不会放过你的,她是我生命中最好的朋友,最好的姐姐,她也是我的救命恩人,我告诉自己不管怎样一定会保护她,现在你伤害她,我是一定不会放过你。 我一定会找你算账,只是不懂几时罢了。 我一定会提她报仇的。 你很大胆,欺负到她就是欺负到我。 我一定会把你抓来打的, 不要给我遇到罢了。我说到做到。 你最好给我小心点。。 我一定找你,抓你来打。。  不相信你试试看。。。  我不会轻易放过你。。。。 

我就是一辈子让人看不起。

难道我注定让被人看不起吗? 我一直很努力的照顾你,要吃什么我尽我能力买给你,要什么我的尽力做给你来满足你,虽然你没有说什么但是别人一直会觉得我很没有用,我知道我很没用,但是我一直很努力来满足你,最后我还是无法得到你的心,而只是得到你的人有什么用?在你眼里我是有改变了,但是在别人眼里我是一个坏孩子,没有用的人。 我对你多好你是知道的,为什么我总是别人觉得我没有用,我不知道我要怎么做才不会被人看不起! 我的努力你是知道的,为什么她要怎么说我。 说我什么? 没有本事让你吃好料, 我其实事有能力让你吃好料的,只是你说我的钱留着自己用不要乱花,简单的请你一餐就过了。 但是, 别人会怎么想? 我是个没有用的人。我现在是你肚子里的孩子的乾妈,我一定要尽我乾妈的本分来顾好你和我的乾女儿, 我现在很努力在找一份好的工作,但是我的努力没有人知道。 我真的不知道该怎么办。 我好累!   My hard work and effort no one will understand, I now is your daughter god mother I told myself to take good care of you and my god daughter but in the end still got people look down on me and say me that I no money can't give you what  you want? But which of time I did not give what you want? I did give what u want and yourself know how much effort I have put in and to take good care of you and my god daughters. I will try my best do what I can to earn more buy things that I like for you..No matter  what happens you always be mine no one can snatched you  away from me. You are my ...

我做人真的很失败。

我不知道为什么做都做不好。也许是我把自己的至尊放的太高了,什么都不会却说自己会,当别人超越我后却承受不了。 我做东西只想把最好呈现出来最后让自己跌了下来。 被人看不起。我真的觉得自己很没有用,什么都不会,但是要炫耀自己会。 那么简单的事都做不好。 我不知道我到底怎么了,我真的累了。我真的有点想放弃了。 但是,我不是一个容易放弃的人,但是不知道为什么现在的我要那么容易放弃。我在想如果我阿婆还在我现在会是怎样的。 我真的不知道,我多么希望她还在我身边陪着我。 但是,不可能她是真的不在了。我一定要好好照顾自己反醒了。 我做错了那么多事,我改了但是在别人眼里我是一个坏人,没有用的人,很笨拙的人。 自己也怎么觉得我是一个没有用的人。 我现在终于知道为什么没个人要这样对我了。

时间过的好快哦! 2020年还有26天就结束了。

时间真的过的好快哦! 再多26天2020年要结束了。 在这2020年里,我经历了很多东西,也学会很多东西! 我学会了看清楚一个人的真面目,我学会了明白自己要的是什么, 我找到我真正的好朋友。 在这2020年里,我放弃了很多事,就难忘的是在7月22日 我断了一个4年的姐妹情。 我并没有后悔还是什么。 因为我知道是时候放下了。 没有必要挽留了。 这个2020 年让了解很多东西,我现在只希望2021 年可以对我好点。不要再让我伤心了。 Times really files another 26 more days year of 2020 will be come to the end. In this year of 2020 I really learn alot of things and also understand alot of things. This year 0f 2020 let me know my true friend and let me see who is fake friend to me. This year of 2020 really let me give up alot things. 22 July 2020 Just give up a 4 year friendship I dont feel regart of giving up.  This 2020 really let me understand alot of things, I hope year of 2021 will be good to me and dont let me lose anything le...

我没害人,为什么人要害我?

我现在做工都把我最好的呈现出来。 为什么到了最后要害我呢? 我把你当朋友来对待一起做工,叫我做什么我没有第二句我做。 但2我就是不明白为什么要这样来陷害我,去跟另一个老板投诉我。 你有想过吗? 我身体多么痛我都要忍住把我该做的本分做好,我不舒服我也是硬撑来做。 但是最后,我还是被你陷害了。  我知道我学到了很多东西,但是我只是想学了不是要炫耀还是什么。 只是想发扬光大。 但是,最后我还是被你一句话,没有的做。 你应该很开心吧? 没有我。看你怎么办。。。 等你需要我的时候我不懂在那里了。 我现在又要从新开始了。 

我即将迎来人生的新考验。

我即将迎来我人生中的新考验。但是,我需要一段时间来学习和接受我的新考验。 我真的不知道为什么我会迎来这个考验。 这个可以说是我人生中的新挑战吧。 因为我万万没有想到我会有今天。What I can do now is just have to accept everything and learn what i should learn. But as for temper i already have change alot from last time.  Maybe is time for me go where I am and do what I should do. I really haven prepare myself but when is the time i have to accept. I will accept this upcoming new challenge in my life.. But,I really dont what will happen in the future. Hope everything will be fine. Wish me good luck bah.

I really very tired le.

 Nowadays, a lot of things happen and I feel I really very tired liao! This is because I really don't know what you want and I really very tired of it. I really want to give up and I tell myself that you be my last. I really very tired liao, I will give up everything on you and I will care what you want to do, but what I want to say is please don't hurt my loves and please leave me and my besties alone. Don't come disturb us! Whatever you want to do I wont care and pls leave her alone don't come spoiled our relationship. If one day she leave me for no reason I will defiantly find you de! I really love my bestie a lots and is more than you. I can say that if she leave me I will never let you off too easily and will always be there for her. I really cannot don't have her and if she leave me I will end my life or will just do what I am should to do and make your life hard time. My loves I will protect them with my life and I will not let anyone snatch away from me! I r...

I feel single is the best!

I really feel very tired le, and now I think back I feel single is the best! I really fee that single is more better than in relationship and also think back that what I am not suitable for the person. Really I think I rather be single forever, I am tired of relationship now le.  Been in a relationship is really very tired, because, once is a relationship always your loves one don't take you seriously  and always talk about others girl in front of u. It will make me think that i am not important to u.. I am just pieces of shit to u. I really hate this feeling. I really feel to be single. Single is best... 

最近发生很多事让我正真知道我要的是什么了!

 最近发生了很不愉快的事,但是我也不想说出了。 因为我相信时间会证明一切,时间会冲谈一切 因为现在我只想好好把我的工作做好什么都不要去想, 因为我身边还有值得让我去关心和疼爱的朋友。 为了这些不愉快的事搞到自己心情不好事没有意义。我在想我能不能一辈子照顾我爱的惹我人和养她一辈子。 但是,我告诉我自己我可以吗? 我告诉能照顾多久就多久,能养多久就多久。 因为,我真的不想去想那么多那些不愉快的事,快乐是一天,不快乐也是一天。 我不如每天都快乐的度过。  Nowadays alot of things happen but I just don't want to say out but what i can do is let time prove everything and let time me everything possible. What I now thinking just do my job and focus on my work. This is because there are still many friend that is there for me and care me de. I don't want make them disappointed anymore. Why not I just stay happy and do what I can and do what I want and also can make my friend happy. I still have a lot of friend that really care and will make me happy why not be happy I just want to be happy everyday and will let my loves one sad.  11月10日
  如果那时我没有认识你,现在我也不会找到我真正的朋友。 谢谢你愿意放手,谢谢你放我走。 我现在真的找到我真正的朋友了,她们也对我比你对来的更好。 谢谢你让我看清一切。 让我找回真正属于我的东西。 谢谢你!!! 经历了那么多事和认识那么多人,我终于明白什么是真正真心对我好的朋友了。 老实说 我看到了就是一个真心的朋友不会要求你什么东西,因为他们知道你的处境,真心的朋友就是一点很好是 不管你发生了什么是都会对你不离不弃。 而我现在生命中找到了两个(你们知道自己是谁) 在我需要你们的时候,出现来帮我,对我不离不弃。我现在什么都不要想了, 我现在只想好好的去只珍惜我身边的这两个我最好最疼爱我的人。 我不要她们在为我担心了。 我要感谢上帝让看清楚那么多事情。 感谢上帝让我了解什么是真心的朋友。 感谢上帝让我认识到她们。感谢上帝!

感谢词!

 我要谢谢身边所有曾经的帮过我,疼爱我的人。 谢谢你们在我需要的时候帮助我,陪着我。 我想跟你们说“对不起” 因为我之前和最近做了错事把自己弄到一身麻烦。谢谢你们还愿意给一个改过的机会。 谢谢大家! 我会好好珍惜你们给我现在拥有的东西和友情。 谢谢所有我身边的人。说真的啦,我很快乐现在拥有的幸福和快乐!  如果没有你们我不知道我要怎么找我真正的快乐。 经历了那么多事和认识那么多人,我终于明白什么是真正真心对我好的朋友了。 老实说 我看到了就是一个真心的朋友不会要求你什么东西,因为他们知道你的处境,真心的朋友就是一点很好是 不管你发生了什么是都会对你不离不弃。 而我现在生命中找到了两个(你们知道自己是谁) 在我需要你们的时候,出现来帮我,对我不离不弃。我现在什么都不要想了, 我现在只想好好的去只珍惜我身边的这两个我最好最疼爱我的人。 我不要她们在为我担心了。 我要感谢上帝让看清楚那么多事情。 感谢上帝让我了解什么是真心的朋友。 感谢上帝让我认识到她们。感谢上帝!

When things already past and people will still almost remember and take out come say?

 Last time i know do a lot of wrong and make people don't like me and this is because i don't know how to think. I also don't know what is wrong and right and just try out everything lo. End up then things that i do most is all wrong, but when i want stop and u-turn back is already too late, this is because all the problem has gone big and many problem come le. I really don't know how to handle and make my friend and family come out help me settle. I really feel bad now on what I have done and make them troubles. I really feel that bad on it. From now onward will change and be good person and will not repeat my mistake le.  I will change and be a good person from now on.  After so many things I found out that, I have so many friends, most of the friend all like not treat true heart.. I really see a lot of thing after all things happen.  Now I don't care what I just want concentrate on my things that all  Thank you to all my friend and family willing to give me a...

What I done last time and lose last time i will cherish what I have now?

What I done last time is maybe I am stupid and never think properly and that why make me have so many trouble today and make my loves which my parents get hurt and make my friends worry for me and now what i can do is to appreciate all the chance that I was given and cherish what I have now and be a good person will create any more problems to my family, friend and all my loves one  worry and angry le. I will change my temper and be a good person and do things right for me. I willing change myself and i am need time to do it. Thank you all my friends,family and my loves give me this chance to do my best and change what i have promise you all.  谢谢大家给我机会。。 谢谢你们!! 我会做到给你们的。 我会改好好做人。

My life is so unhappy

Now I really don't know what i do my family never give me support and have trust  on me.   What I done my family always think that I won't success and won't have my own business and make my life better. I really want to try out every opportunity I have now and want go give a try on it. No matter what i do my parents will always have comment and will say somethings that hurt me. But really I wish to have my own business and make my life better and one day I can be a better person in my future. What I can do now is prove it that I can do it. Everyone will make mistake and what they need is a chance to change and time to change. In this world, no one is perfect de.

说散就散,说断就断了

在7月22日那天,我一个认识四年多的好朋友好姐妹, 告诉我要和我 断绝我们之间的姐妹情就因为我支持了一个我真正喜欢的一个人。 你喜欢的人不代表我喜欢,我喜欢的人不代表我会喜欢。 你为了她可以这样放弃我们四年多的姐妹情,我觉得很幼稚。你还送我一句话: 我老早就想断了。 老早想断为什么不断呢要等到7月22日的日子来断呢? 我承认刚开始我一直哭,一直放不下你,在想为什么我对你那么好, 你不会珍惜我,反而是我来珍惜你,但是我就好想一个傻子让玩弄。 曾经有人告诉我你不是一个好人我不相信,到了那天你 开口了 我才知道真正的答案了。 你可以为了一个你喜欢的人跟我断绝真的很厉害。 就在昨天,我想通了,如果你要放手我就让你走, 我给你要自已,你想要的自由。 我们没有必要挽留彼此了。我舍不得你有什么用? 得到你的人却得不到你的心。 我们没有挽留的意义了,放手是对彼此最好的选择了。 因为你没有我你会过得更开心更快乐了。 我有我的自由,你有你的自由不是很好吗? 我在这里要感谢我最爱得一个主播也是我得朋友,也是最疼我的宝贝姐姐, 谢谢你让我看清很多事情,谢谢你一直在我身边守护着我,虽然你人不在新加坡,但是心在我这里。谢谢你一路来的教导,跟了你后我感到很开心,谢谢你对我 不离不弃。 谢谢你 If u want to go i will let you go, I won't have any right to stop you. I really feel happy that you willing to tell me all the truth and leave me in my life and world. Seriously I really hope u will be happy of what u have now and will be thankful on what u have now.. I really thankful to god let me see your true colour and let me go you.  I lose you i won't die cause i still have a lot of people around me with me and stay with me. Thank you for ...

从以前认识到现在我们的感情越来越好

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我们从一个聚会到威客红星大奖认识到现在感情越来越好。 我们有共同的嗜好。 我们又很谈得来。 当我心情不好找你聊天你有空都会陪我聊天。 我从来没有后悔认识你。 谢谢你走进我的世界了里,谢谢你带给的快乐。 我会好好珍惜你给我的一切,我不会辜负你对我的期望。 谢谢你宝贝。 

我有一样东西想学,但是不敢去。

我有个东西很想要学,也是跟传统文化有关的。 它就是跟神坛。我不知道为什么我会喜欢这些东西的, 也许是从小到大都到处去看神坛跳乩和它们的拜神的仪式。 不懂在什么时候,我开始喜欢了。 我常常都会到狮城八海宫那里拜平安,有时会问天神或阴神东西。 从那时开始看到有一对年轻人在哪里帮忙,这一幕让我发现 神坛文化不一定老一辈的,年轻人也是可以学了,然后接手传承给下一代。 从那时开始我都会去狮城八海宫拜神和看看。 我已经到狮城八海宫拜了很多年了,我有想过到那边去学习和让自己更进一步去了解和接触。 但是我不知道为什么我不敢去开口。我真的很想学和了解。 I really want to give a try but I really scare to say out and go and ask. This i because I was scare being reject this is why i don't dare to say and ask about it. If would to ask me which sintua i will be joining I will sure go to 狮城八海宫, this is because over there I am very familiar with all the 理事。尤其是 Cat 姐,jimmy 大哥,Wilson 哥哥,和June姐。 我和他们是朋友,所以我去哪里他们会照顾我的。 我真的很想去学但是我不敢开口说。 I don't know how am going to make myself have the courage to say out and ask for the chance.

我有一个梦想,几时会实现呢?

我还有一个梦想想要实现,但是不知道几时罢了。 我的梦想就是要成为一个歌星,在舞台上唱着我喜欢的,在舞台上享受自己。 让更多人认识我。Actually I really love sing and I really enjoy the feeling of standing on the stage enjoy those joy and happiness. I really wish my dream will come true and will always think of what make me to love singing, I also don't know why I love singing.  Really wish one day I will be standing on the stage.. I want to sing those song i like and those song represented to my friendship and sisterhood. 我想把我想说话用歌声来呈现和告诉我身边的朋友。但是,不知道这个机会几时到来。

Things that I have done one day will get me into troubles

I really don't know what to say to her if one day she found out those things and found out is I did one I reach will get myself into troubles liao. Really I don't want this things to happen and want those can hide forever she don't find out and give me some time to return back. Seriously I have no choice to do this kind of things this is because I really don't want make myself embarrasse and also don't want make my family know this issues. I really don't want later this house also I can't stay and maybe will go to jail. I really don't want it to happen.. I will think of ways to return every thing back to her as soon as possible. 

I really very scare things that i have done will be find out

I really scare things that I have done will be find out one day and everyday I was thinking of ways to return back. This is because I don't want things to be expose out by her. I really have no choice this is why i am doing this things but now I really don't know how to stop all this things and stop every things from happen. If one day she found out and if she send me to jail, I am prepare for all the things that happen and I am ready for what is going to happen sooner. I really this things don't be happen forever and she won't be found out anything from me and find out what i have done... I really feel sorry about it and don't want things to make it big.. I really feel that i am doing this things but the reason is I really have no choice that why I am doing this. What I can do now is find ways to return her back.. I really very scare that things will happen and will make me can't stay in this house. I know what I done wrong. But this is only way I can do. I rea...

为什么我的家总是吵吵闹闹的?

我不明白为什么我的家庭总是吵吵闹闹不能像其他家庭开开心心,快快乐乐的过日子呢?我真的很厌倦这样的一个家庭了, 每天吵闹的过日子。为什么不能开开心心的过每一天呢?一定要吵吵闹闹的。 有时候,我在想是不是我的错,不应该来到这个家庭,因为我做错的是害到这个家庭不能快快乐乐的过日子。 我很怀念以前我奶奶在的时候的日子,每天很开心,很快乐,只从我阿婆在我19岁离开了我就变成现在这样了。 我真的不知道要怎么做我家庭才能回到以前的快乐和开心的日子。我不知道要怎么做。 这一切都是我的错才会变成现在这样。我妈妈说的对,当初不应该把生下,应该把我打掉 才不会照成今天这样的事情发生。 我真的不知道应该怎么办。 多么希望我阿婆可以不要那么早就离开我,因为她的离开改变了我快乐和开心的家庭了。我多么希望她可以永远陪在我身边。 但是,我知道这是不可能的,因为人死不能复生。 我真的很怀念过去我奶奶在的日子。 因为我很高兴每天可以看到我奶奶。离开已经4年了。我舍不得你离开。 

Why do people don't believe that i will change to a better person?

I don't understand why I want to change but chance people won't give me. Last time I already promise my besties jie jie that I will chance but to last time that huimin and will not do things is not right to hurt my love ones.  I don't know why still no one want to trust me that i will change. I really don't like what i did now, I like what i did last time and last time that huimin have many people love me and dote me.  What i need was a chance to change and i also need time.. I don't understand people don't trust me and don't want give a chance to change and time really will prove everything and nothing is impossible in this world. In this world that is no one is prefect in this world. 这个世界没有人是 十全十美。 、

一个热爱传统文化的我。

我不知道为什么那么年轻的我会那么喜欢和热爱传统文化。 第一个我开始接触的是歌台文化。我是一个歌台艺人带我进入歌台让我真正认识了歌台文化,从以前一个不什么喜欢看和不了解的我,接触后才了解歌台的文化是什么,到现在很多歌台艺人认识和喜欢我。第二开始接触的是舞狮文化。在2018年的农历新年,我的朋友带我去一个舞狮团帮忙,后来,我也加入了舞狮团。 从小的我很喜欢看舞狮,那里有舞狮我一定会叫我爸爸和妈妈带我去看,所以那时开始我有个梦想就是要参加舞狮和学舞狮的文化。 当我加入了舞狮团后,我就慢慢去学和了解舞狮的文化。从以前到现在我一直很喜欢舞狮的文化。最后一个我接触的是 华人农历七月的喊标。这个是每年农历七月不能少的一个文化, 我第一次开始接触的时候很辛苦,因为什么都不会到慢慢熟悉后。 还有一件有趣的是我热爱传统文化的精神吸引了记者来报道。 我成对他们说: 我自己本身是希望学了之后,想要保留传统,重点是想保留传统,可以传承就尽量传下去,让我的下一代,或者让更多了解说,这种工作其实不一定是老人可以做的,年轻人也是可以做,只要你有那个心。 所以我一直没有放弃学更多传统文化。 我对传统文化的热爱永远不改变的。I will work hard to keep all the traditional culture and  will bring to make more people understand about it and let them learn and let them know the important of 传统文化。 Joanne Tan 25/05/2020

After all this issues will my life change?

After all this issues will my life be change, I really very tired of having all this things and I really don't want to have people keep disturb my life and i really very tired and want to have a good and happy life with my family and love ones. I really don't want them to suffer and make them in trouble. I really hope every thing will be good and will be peacefully. This is because i really my love ones to suffer with me and i want to make them happy and enjoy their life happily with me. I really don't want to lose more and more in my life cux i already lose some le and don't want I lose more in my life. I really don't want to lose more thing le,..  Hope everything will be fine sooner.  Lastly,I hope everything can been throw into the sea take it as nothing happened and will be brand new for me, my family and my friends. 我已经失去很多了,我不想再失去更多了。 我会受不了的。 Thanks for people come into my world to save me and always there for me.. 23/05/2020 Joanne Tan

你的离开我很舍不得

看我长大的一个阿嫲又离开我了。 她是在巴刹收纸皮的。 每天都看到她在巴刹那边收纸皮,我看她辛苦, 她是从小看我长大的一个很开心的一个阿嫲,每天带着笑容的。 When every time I saw her I feel very happy and will always talk to her and she always make happy. She is a very friendly and kind Ah ma  I have met. When I was 3 years old i came her to stay and always met her. Yesterday, heard and saw she pass away I feel very sad. She see me grow from young to now. 你的离开我很伤心,我再也看不到你可爱的笑容了。 再见了! 您安息吧!

Things that i done cant achieve the best

From the time when i say want change to my last time that me and from there i start to change and when the time past all my things that i done previously all was burst in at one time and from there i want to make thing the best in my life but I don't know I cant do and make it the best. I really wish to go back my last time and there are many people like me and dote me. Seriously, I really don't know how, what I can do to make things the best.  I just want my life back to last time and win some one heart back to me.  This is because I really i want to find back last time those happiness we have but is now her heart is with other that why I choose to give up le and Now I just want to do things is right and people think i am not useless but things that i do people make things i am useless.  No matter what i will try my best wont give up easily which is my last time that do things wont give easily..

My besties jie jie

I feel so bad because you take care of me and you yourself also sick. I really feel so bad to you!!! Thank you for take good care of me. And I want to thank you for 16 Jan 2020 accompany me to see doctor and sorry for make you also get sick and thanks for cook porridge for me and is it very even through is just a white porridge. I still can eat till very happy. In 22 year of life, don't have people cook for me and you are the first one that cook for me. I really very happy to have you by my side and have you as my besties jie jie. You also must take good care of yourself okay. I really don't want you to get sick because when i see you get sick I will heart pain and worry you when you are outside. It has been very long that got people take care me and cook for me. Really you are the best i will cherish you in my whole life. I really don't want to lose you such a nice person and i will not let you leave me so easily. You are mine forever no one change our sister relationsh...

why my life full of unhappy things?

I don't know why my life full of unhappy? I also don't know why. I really feel i am a useless person and always think of of things that i really don't know what happen to my life and really want to end my life just like that. But, i still have friends be there for me but I really don't know what to do now cux i start to lose alot of things in my life and i really hate what i have to do. I just don't know why like that now i am always think things that is not good and i really want give up and my life le..

对不起。是我不好骗了你

我知道是我的错不应该骗你,你对我那么好我却骗你。 因为我怕告诉你,你会骂我,所以我对不起你。 我希望你能原谅我。 我真的很对不起你。 我知道错了。 请你原谅我好吗? 不要对我那么冷淡,我的心很难受的。 不要不理我和不要离开我。 对不起我最爱的姐姐。 

也许他的出现取代我在你心中,还是在我做的事情让你心寒了。

我现在觉得他的出现好像取代了我在你心中的地位了。我每次跟你玩,你都会跟我玩回,现在你反而跟他撒娇我欺负。 虽然,你把我当妹妹,我把你当姐姐,但是我们不像以前了。 不管怎样我都会好好对你。 要我做什么我都愿意,只要你不离开我好了。 谢谢你对我的好。。谢谢你来到我的世界。 

What I done now is all my fault..

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Most of the time I know you treat very good but I don't know why I choose to lie to you and keep make you angry of me. But end of the day u still forgive me. But I really feel bad about it. I really don't want to lose you and want you to be my Jie Jie forever. I cannot lose you cux I can't find others like you so good to me, and always be there want I need you... Just want to tell u sorry for what I have done now. I will change and becomes a better person... And I promise you to change back to my last time I will do it...  Sorry thanks for forgive me... Love you my besites Jie Jie ..... 

I think what I do is all wrong...

Most of time when you need someone to comfort who is the 1st to be there for you..I  really don't know what happen to you. I know you alot of good friends you sad and no mood I also no difference. Now I lose a person that he willing take care and want me to be with him. But I lose him.. I don't know what to do. At least he treat u nothing but he treat me as lover. But I lose him what I can say. I really don't know why want like to me.. I know is my fault for making u like that and I also don't want it to happen..Thing already happened just let it go, Things happen cant be change and what I can do now is to let each other cool down then decide want to sister or friends. I really want to take break because I am tired of everything now. And just want to work hard to earn money. I don't want to think so much. I will also think of work. Just work as longer as can. I really don't want to make people look down on me and make myself useless. Hope everything will be afte...

对不起。I am sorry

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Yesterday(18 Feb 2020), I am sorry to make you angry and make u slap me.. I know when u slap your heart is also pain de... And i know you beat me is want me to change because i promise u to change back to my last time... Really sorry what i have done yesterday.. I hope this will change our relationship and i have after this incident we will get more closer and closer to each other... I really miss sleeping with you. I also promise you. I will change back to my last time will not make you angry le.  昨天2月18日, 我弄生气,然后你打我两巴掌。 我知道你打我是为我好,你自己心也会痛的。 对不起,这是我的错,我答应你,我会改的,我不会让你失望的。 希望这次的事情不会改变我跟你的姐妹情。因为我想把我们的姐妹情越来越近。我好怀念跟你一起睡觉的日子。 我答应你,我这次会变回以前的我了。 不会再弄你生气了。

我从来没有把当我挡箭牌

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从我们认识彼此到现在我是真心对待你的, 从来没有把你当 挡箭牌。 我会跟你那么好是因为我觉得你是真心对我好而不是在利用我的。 我觉得很开心有你在我身边陪着我。谢谢你在我的世界里,我会永远珍惜你和对你真心诚意的。 不会让你伤心,失望和让你离开我。 我永远爱你。 你是我最好的朋友,也是我最好的姐姐。 ❤❤❤❤❤😘😘😘😘😘

习惯你在我身边了。

我已经习惯你在我身边陪我睡觉了,两天你不在我身边陪我睡觉我真的很不习惯。 我们几时可以在一起睡觉。 现在 你可以说是就疼我的姐姐了。 从来,没有人那么疼爱我了。 谢谢你一直在我身边