Huimin

Everything is over... It has come to the end.... I am not going to think abt them any more, cause it really hurting.... If I think too much, my heart will hurt and i will also start to cry...... Everything has come to the end......  

Today I saw asther's grandma, i ask asther's grandma where asther she say she sleeping...  I tell i must totally forget about her...   At 10.30am I had totally forget about her.... To me she just a person that I don't know...   Same to Mei qi(Ng) and cholthicha....  I also forget about them.....   I want to forget about them....   Cannot think of them....   Must forget their name also..........

Very hard to forget about them....  How can i forget about them????  I want to forget them...   Why so diffcult??? Forget their name and their faces....   It was so hurting to me....  I want to forget them totally.... I hope my mind can forget about them....

Today I lost a bit of memory of asther, cholthicah and Mei Qi(Ng)...  I forget their play with me...  They talk to me...Everything they did to me I have forgotten.... They memory in my mind I slowly slowly forget.......   what can I do to totally forget about them...... I want to forget about them in my mind totally...  

21 December 2011 I quarrel with asther and it had past 4 days..  Their memory to i slowly slowly had forget... I really want to forget about them..  It really hurting me...   so I must forget about them...

when I heard the song last time asther  use to sing i will start to cry...   when I heard the last time i sing to asther i will also cry....  It really hurt my heart... I feel like i want to cry out....  but, i scare my mother worry...  I was sad...   My heart is full of pain...

Everything has come to the end...  It really hurt my heart when I think too much of asther and cholthicha...   cuz, I scold asther cholthicha was also there, so cholthicha heard everything and she will hate me more....  I wiil forget about her in my life....     I will act like lost memory... It really hurt my heart and feeling

The day before yesterday, I ask asther can led me her bicylce she say can...   Then, she go back to home to take some money want to go buy KFC....   She come tell u better wait her, I come back I want to see u outside or else no bicycle for you...   After she go my feeling tell me that she treating me like dog......   Then I and asther quarrel, and no longer friend........        Because of asther i chance so much she treat like a dog, like a toy....   why my life is like this??????   Friendship cannot last long, recover few days break.... If I die not one can quarrel with any more...   They can be peace in this world without me........................      They don't me around they might feel better in this world.....................

My friend Asther is going to move house on my brithday next year......  why must be on my birthday...   so sad......

Everytime they give al ots of chance,but I don't take it seriously...  For what I need this friendship seriously ...  I really feel bad..who can help me??? They given me a lots of chance i don't appciate.... My friend name is Asther. she was my neighbour....  Make friend is give friend happy but, I give my friend embarass...  everytime, I quarrel with my mother my house downstair people ask asther you got this kind of friends....    Asher was a nice, kind and helpful girl.. I really love her so much...   she teach me bicycle when i ask her to teach me....   she really a nice girls....

Today I don't know what had happened to me???  suddenly shout at my mother.. I also don't know what happened to me...  I was so scared....  what can I do?? who can help me....   what can i do???    why??? why???  who can help me....

when the time i lose my friendship, I felt sad. no friends beside me... This kind of feeling is really hurt my heart. what can i do get back this friendship.. I lose this friendship because of my temper.. I am a hot temper person.. That i can't control ...  That what the reason no one wants to be my friends..   when Astha told me"we don't want your friendship in fornt of cholthicha.. It really hurt my heart...  I cried many time because of this fiendship break...  why all the bad thing all happened on me??  what the reason that i need this friendship?  I can tell them my problems, when i am boring they can play with me, they also can chit-chat with me..  where are all my friends?? Friends where are you??  Friends can you come back, I really need you beside me...I hope the time can turn back to that time they play with me, chit-chat and tell my problems to them...

Yesterday, I scolded my friends and i am so sad now...   why i became like that...  I need friend to play, share my problem and happiness... I really need friend to help me....  I don't want to be alone in rest of my life..  why no one want to be my friends???   who can tell me???   All my friends had been throw into the sea..  now what i do also no use, cannot help me to get back this friendship.....I really don't want to be alone.....

On 17 october 2011 I lose all my 4 very good friend at 6.45pm....  I was so sad...   All the friend name are: chothicha, Mei Qi, Jaslyn( Blk 123)  and Astha....   I was so sad...  I don't dare to open my mouth to talk to slove did problem....  

My best friend forever is cholthicha,astha, Mei Qi ( Ng) and song yi...  I was so happy to know them. They make me happy to know... 我并没有后悔认识他们.......

I was so happy that my end of year is going to end but i had no hopes on it that i might pass or fail. I was scare to fail my exam course i promoted to sec 3 stay with my many years school friend.. Her name call song yi..   I know her since primary 1 untill now..

Dear Diary, The time always when so fast and many fesvali all come so fast...   Now, Teacher's day is coming and holiday is coming soon....I was so happy.....

Dear Dairy, Today is 9 August. It was singapore birthday.  I was so happy can rest two days.  Now i am listen all the NDP song..  so nice...  I love the song : My Island Home, will You, Reach out for the Sky,Home and many other more....

Dear Dairy, My june holiday has come to the end and I can never see Mrs Audrey Tan and Ms sylvia Ang any more. I really love very much. I want to see them.

Dear Diray, My favourite teacher MAT is going to leave FTPSS.  I was so sad to hear that. your will who is MAT right. MAT= Mrs Audrey Tan.   She was my favourite teacher. I treat MAT as my mother.  MAT was the best teacher i had ever seen. 

Dear Dariy, Today I tell Mdm Tan Yan Nguik that we sing the song 细水长流 together in Ms Ang party.  I told her after assmble..   she say okay...'

Dear Dairy, I am so happy about my sports carnival on Friday.Becaues I taking part in the game call Tug a war and running.. For sure I will win becaues I had Mrs Audery Tan lo....    so happy lo....  

Dear Dairy, 以前的大世界是好好因为我去看movies 叫大世界。 以前五分钱就可以打3枪真好啊。。。我不是在那一年代的人咯不然我玩的好开心。 他有不同语言，他说的话是有广东话，福建话，潮州话， 海南话和客家话。。。。  真的很好看Movie。 以前的钱是五分钱就可以射三枪了咯。 好好哦！我觉得以前的大世界是那么好玩的。。 以前人们卖东西好cheap哦！！！   太好了。。。

Dear Dairy, My best friend and same my favourite teacher...   Her name is Mrs Audery Tan she want to go to hong kong to have holiday lo....  so sad i miss her so much and she want to go holiday...  why is that so??    she was the best of all in ftpss lo....   she did socld me when i do thing wrong and she tell nicely to me like Jessica.....

Dear Dairy, Today when Mr Azlan tell us the math marks i was scare that i fail my math and in the end i had pass my math....It was Mrs Audery Tan give me 信心to pass my math..... I must work hard ....

Dear Dairy, Every time i saw Mrs Audery Tan i felt so happy and bad mood became good mood liao lo.....   so happy lo.I wish i can be her friends forever and ever....

Dear Diary, Today was my school chinese new year celebration it was so happy and enjoyable to me...It was so happy to see Mrs Audery Tan sing on the stage....   Her voice was nice even it was recorded it was also very nice by the way.....   I was so happy that i had enjoy myself in the school celebrtion.....Hope next year can be the same thing okay.............

我好开心因为新年要来了咯。。。我又有红包拿了咯！真开心。。  除夕学校庆祝新年我又可以看Mrs Audery Tan 了咯。。  好好哦。。。好开心哦。。。 有很多红包拿了咯。。。希望Mrs Audery Tan 可以身体健康。。。。

Dear Dairy， 今天我看不到Mrs Audery Tan了啦！！因为我人不舒服所以我没去school咯！！！  可是我看不到Mrs Audery Tan 了啦！！！！   so sad lo!!!!   明天就可以看到Mrs Audery Tan 了啦·！！我真开心啊！

 今天当我说Mrs Audery Lim 的名字时候她刚好出来要去3楼我就跟Mrs Audery Lim 说： 说曹操曹操就到。。  Mrs Audery Lim 说：我不是曹操我是Mrs Tan。。。   我说： 哈哈哈本来就是因为说你的名字你就出来了不是曹操是什么？？？   她就就笑了。。 她笑真美丽啊！！！   我好喜欢哦。。。   每天都可以看到因为我好喜欢她。。。   真好！！！ 我有一个这样好的老师和friend。。。 太好了！！！！！！！！！！！！！