Why so many thing and i help u i cant get back ur heart

Nowadays alot of things happened on you and i was there for most of the time and be there for most of the times.. But i dont know why i feel i and you like the distance abit far leh... and i want sad about it that u like rather spend more time with those friend  that dose not always be there for you then me was the one be there for u all the time comfort you , advice you and help you...  You even get close to them then me.. hug with them witj proper hug but me is like half hug.... hais....  I don't know what is going now.. I am the one be there for u most but u don't feel it is okay la..