Feeling of giving up

So many years of friendship end up what i get from you. Nothing at all. All u know is hurt me but you yourself don't know u have hurt me. I just don't want to say all out.. When u need help i try my best to help u, when ur mum ask me for laptops u like that say all this.. i alr try my best to help u but in the end i get nth from u.  I really hate this feeling... I really feeling of giving up on u...