I think what I do is all wrong...

Most of time when you need someone to comfort who is the 1st to be there for you..I  really don't know what happen to you. I know you alot of good friends you sad and no mood I also no difference. Now I lose a person that he willing take care and want me to be with him. But I lose him.. I don't know what to do. At least he treat u nothing but he treat me as lover. But I lose him what I can say. I really don't know why want like to me.. I know is my fault for making u like that and I also don't want it to happen..Thing already happened just let it go, Things happen cant be change and what I can do now is to let each other cool down then decide want to sister or friends. I really want to take break because I am tired of everything now. And just want to work hard to earn money. I don't want to think so much. I will also think of work. Just work as longer as can. I really don't want to make people look down on me and make myself useless. Hope everything will be after letting each other cool down.