I really very tired le.

 Nowadays, a lot of things happen and I feel I really very tired liao! This is because I really don't know what you want and I really very tired of it. I really want to give up and I tell myself that you be my last. I really very tired liao, I will give up everything on you and I will care what you want to do, but what I want to say is please don't hurt my loves and please leave me and my besties alone. Don't come disturb us! Whatever you want to do I wont care and pls leave her alone don't come spoiled our relationship. If one day she leave me for no reason I will defiantly find you de! I really love my bestie a lots and is more than you. I can say that if she leave me I will never let you off too easily and will always be there for her. I really cannot don't have her and if she leave me I will end my life or will just do what I am should to do and make your life hard time. My loves I will protect them with my life and I will not let anyone snatch away from me! I really hate this kind of things... It really make me feel that you want snatch my loves one away from me. Pls leave us alone.. I really don't want anything happen. I really hate it. Every time in front of me do things that make me angry and dulan.  If you really treat me us your who why don't come tell me first and house is mine not hers. But what you did was go tell her like is her house and you make me feel that I am strange in this house and she is the master of the house.. Do you know what is a basic respect anot. I don't think you know and u don't even understand me and understand what I want.. I really very tired of you liao and what I can say is just leave me and leave us along.  I really hate this feeling that you have treated me now!   Just leave me alone. Let me do my work soomthly and do whatI should do in future and when time is up i will do what can to make you suffer de..  Just remember what you do to me now and in future don't come make me.

15/11/2020