I hate you......

In the first place people tell you things, you promise that won't say out but end up you say out.... Like that how people want to tell things next time....  Really the way you do now is really different from last time before you got Cancer. After you got Cancer your thinking totally different and I don't know what are you thinking.... Really you make me feel bad, I get scolding cuz of you... Nowadays i have change myself to a better person but you still same.... I really hate the way you are now...  I hate you..... I really don't want you this mother..... I really hate you.... You make my life hard...... I hate you very much......